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Burnumun kemiği sızlar,
Ağlamak ve ağlamamak arasında koca bir mazi gözlerimi yoklar.
Ve vicdan hatırlamanın bile bedelini ödetir,
Umuttan alır özlem hanesine yazar.

ACKNOWLEDGED ABBREVITIONS

You may have acquired amazing plans about  your future, thinking that they would affect your gains. Sometimes you try different kinds of alterations that you’ve been admiring  in order to achieve tremondous successes. You abandon your adjusted behaviours to amend the dogmas which cause adverse acquitions. Both tragically and ironically, it’s simply because of your desire to administer your fate. During this process, you accept aids of other people who are alien to you. To accelerate your  assets, you adapt their adjustments accurately. Additionally, you absorb and adopt their rhetorical values that you are acquainted with via media. In the end, you say that you have  abolished your own history and mental past. Proudly but unfortunately, you accommodate all these shadow accumulations in your private places such as homes, schools, streets, towns and cities. Consequently; you are compelled to alter your activities that accompanies you almost nearly for 1400 years.

However, advocated simulation aggravates and you accuse of others whom you adore. In addition, you become aggressive. You want to abstain from all the harmful addictions injected to your vessels. Admitting that you are wrong, you long for your access to the abundant wealth which contains peace, honor and purity.

Finally but luckily; you recollect your ACKNOWLEDGED ABBREVITIONS alongside your cemetary such as being simple, modest, generous and faithful. You  find the abundance among this simplicity. I call them   ACKNOWLEDGED ABBREVITIONS because it sometimes takes time to understand what the importance of being a human is. 

TURGAY URGUR

UYKUN

Gecemin koynundasın,
Boğsam haberin olmaz.
Ruhum kalbimde, bedenin beynimde,
Ben istemezsem ikisi bir olmaz.

Çaresiz her gün yanıma gelirsin,
Ben izin vermedikçe gidemezsin,
Yanımda ne kadar kalacağını sen bilemezsin,
Nereye gitsen, kiminle gitsen bensizliğe direnemezsin.
İşveler, nazlar, diller bilsen de,
Ben gassalım, meyyit gibi önüme gelirsin.

İstemem kabusun olayım,
Seni kan ter içinde koyayım,
Rızanla gel tüm dertlerine derman olayım,
Bana doyduğunda seni salayım.
Rızanla gel kimse dokunamasın,
Sen rüyalar alemimdeyken varsın dünya yıkılsın.